A treacherous drive to work this morning. Driving rain in the dark, surface spray from trucks.

It’s funny, so called bad weather used to bother me but not anymore.

It can’t be emphasized enough that nothing we have done, no action that we’ve taken, no resource that we’ve extracted, no technology that we’ve created, nothing has altered in the least the life force’s ability to continue to respond to change at the same rate it has always been capable of responding…

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There is only one way and that is your way; there is only one salvation and that is your salvation. Why are you looking around for help? Do you believe that help will come from outside? What is to come is created in you and from you. Hence look into yourself. Do not compare, do not measure. No other way is really yours. All other ways deceive and tempt you. You must fulfill the way that is in you.

– Carl Jung, The Red Book

Our ego erroneously takes credit for its alleged thoughts and actions when instead the appropriate behaviour is to take responsibility for our unconscious.

One lesson Zen practice teaches us is that without the constraints that we place upon ourselves of trying to control outcomes, we find ourselves in the natural flow of life. We regain the sense of being part-of rather than separate-from and we can relax…

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No matter how hard I look I can’t find any evidence of free will, yet never fail to feel the full presence of thoughts and actions springing forth spontaneously and unbidden out of unconsciousness. Aware consciousness seems nothing more than a silent bookkeeper meticulously keeping track of everything after the fact.

A tiring but fun day at work. That pretty much sums up support work for me. I come off every shift tired, sometimes exhausted, but always, always fulfilled, stimulated, rewarded and strangely energised somehow.